dear diaree.
i never thought being a good daughter would be this hard.
no it isn't easy for me.
but i jst can't lie.
i have such an amazing and sweet mom. really.
midyears is an improvement (: im thinking of trying for DSA.. if possible.tday was young leaders' convention. some speakers were really inspiring. rehearsal was okay too. ytd was filming. i walked barefoot along the esplanade. i felt free. now when i'm sitting at home, nothing else crosses my mind. sighs. i dont know how this is gna turn out. i didnt mean for it t be this way.
you're so lovely and this is so screwed up.
i jst wanted t magically go back t last time.
i guess that's hard for you.
but i jst can't be what you want me t be.
i missed you like hell in thailand.
and we were ever so close.
i don't want you t change.
but then again, that's jst what i want..
the more i say things the more it doesnt turn out right.
i want t bury my face in your shirt yet i dont feel that i should pick up the phone.
and i jst cant do this anymore.
what's wrong with you nadia.
I'll be there till the end
When everything falls down
Will you hold my hand?
ryan cabrera - it's you.
slow music for the confused heart.
ahhh.
stop being so emo nadia. grrr. slaps self.
__SMILE (:
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